Greetings internet society,
it seems I've been ignoring this blog for a lot longer than I thought..
not like there will be tons of ppl missing me.. negative thought prevails yet again *cue evil laugh: MUAHAHAHA*
to those who wasted their time opening and reading this I thank you from the bottom of my wine red pumping heart.
I wanted to break up, I don't want to break up. I love him, but I hate him. I'm trowing a tantrum yet again.
I wanted to be honest but I'm scared. I want to act normal and talk about tons of things but my tongue wont move.. I said to break up so u'll hold on to me. I'm jealous, I'm angry.. What am I suppose to do? Your attitudes pissed me off, you won't listen to me, you can't decide, you are too kind to the point of idiocy, too impulsive, always jump to conclusions while thinking about the most negative outcomes, too proud of your past and doing nothing of your present. U are the bona fide idiot that I hate and love.
