I want to be a HOUSEWIFE!!!

my ambition was to be a full time housewife one day but.. yeah, society don't look at u much unless u're a mother who inevitably neglect your kid due to your busy career that rake in thousand dollars per month. 

This is a TOTALLY WRONG perception in my book! like seriously, housewives ain't just a decoration, a maid tht keep things in place in the house and cook! NONONONONONO!!!!

HOUSEWIVES IN THE WORLD, LISTEN!

p/s:this list had been made from the lowest to highest priority.

Numero UNO, a housewife is the center of gravity in the house. In other word, if you cnt find her u'll never know where everything is placed. You can't even find your way out of the house without her.

Number TWO, she is a reference book to everything including your math homework, economic homework and as well as source of inspiration. (Dear housewives everywhere, u got to make time to actually spend some time to study together with your kid!! u'll learn 2gether n you can gain new knowledge together to!)

Trois, always learn new things everyday. remember a job as a housewife is to be the house accountant, a dietician, a counselor, a teacher, a cook, a jack-of-all trade!!!!! 

 

Quartz, Learn bout the ppl in your house!! you are the one that tie the relationships in the house, know everything bout everyone in your family and be the bridge that allow them to understand each other. 

 

 

Don't ever put yourself down cuz u're a housewife. Strive to be a better mother, friend, wife, to your family and learn each day. Since this is a career! the paycheck is seeing your kids grow up  to be successful individual that will take care of you later in life, having a stable home, a happy family and a happy life. REMEMBER!!!

Letting go is hard

The feeling of falling in love hurts. I loved him but I doubted him. I wanted him to hold on but I told him to let go. It's complicated. My ego was in the way. I loved him so much till it hurts. Now we both have moved on. I guess I still can't honestly say I have truly forgotten everything we had. That can never be truly erased. Honestly I don't want it to go away. The experience made me who I am right now at this second. who knows I might have become another me if not for that experience. Right now he is with someone else. I admit I am jealous he found his footing so soon, but I think I'll get over it and find my own love that I will hold dear and willing to throw my pride away.