to tired..

ya'know when things don't go ur way, u just cnt help but be vexed bout 'em but then it cnt b helped can it... Nowadays I really just wanna whine bout things n tell ppl lies so tht I can protect myself n make use of 'em for myself.. huu~ I really am selfish aren't I.. but b honest, most of us think like tht smtimes.. Right? 0_0
Much as I whine n complain to myself in the end of my devious scheming n planning I could never pulled it trough cuz if I did I'll just end up feeling like a sour cream inside.. 'Damn Jimminy Cricket, u really r a drag!' seems like I've lost my sunshine.. I just couldn't find a comfortable place cuz their r miles n miles away.. T^T I'm tired of reading n it's taking a tow on me cuz I can't stop reading each one tht speaks to me.. Hope my sunshine cn b here n make me not c the others.. I really am tired of reading... I hate scheming, but in my head I c ppl n strings. I knw which to pull to make 'em go my way but I dn't hve the heart nor the courage to do so, no mtter how much I cn c.. Nw I've realised I'm goin to bcome like I was again, slowly but surely.. I'm withdrawing deeper into myself on the outside.. I'm still holding on on tht one rope knwing the sunshine exist even if they r nt visible at the moment.. I'll hold on till I cn bask in them again one day to replenish my laughter.. Hope my sunshine knw, I'm always missing all ur glory n even knw it hurts more to knw all of u r there where I cn't c..

Where am I?? 0_0

U knw one of those days where u wake up and just feels at lost..
(-__-lll) Well been hving tht for days now.. ugh. just made me wonder wht am I doing this summer holiday(its semester break actually.. Malaysia is always summer ^w^)
Seems I've made my mom upset this couple of days.. cuz I've been stuck in my room.. I shouldn't do tht.. Dear me, please pick urself up.. 

Btw, these days, there's a guy I kinda sorta maybe probably like.. ^~^ umm.. I'm not too sure myself.. I'm pretty perplexed bout it cuz just not too long ago I've been having a crush with this other guy.. Ugh.. I'm really easily swayed aren't I... =_=

I look matured for my own age and it made ppl around me depend on me a lot however in truth I'm really dependent on others.. I've a terrible complex bout my looks bcuz of this..  Just pouring things out.. I think I'll strt updating this next week so till then.. Bye~ ^A^/

Hello Kitty (っˆヮˆ)っ

A Super Good News to all Hello Kitty Fans!!

I believe a lot of you girls and guys searching around
where to grab for Hello Kitty items in Malaysia for a really
long time…

And today…

Finally… Hello Kitty Malaysia is here..!

They are having pre-launch right now and as a special
pre-launch offer, you can have RM5 voucher and bonuses like
Cute 3D Hello Kitty Model at zero cost. If you don’t believe me
check it out for yourself here, while it’s still available:

==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com

This special pre-launch offer is valid only till the launch day,
after which it may be taken off completely. Stop reading this now,
and go to the Hello Kitty Malaysia website and claim all voucher
and bonuses now:

==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com

If you’re reading this blog post too late, then you may have missed it.
Don’t leave a comment to complain because there’s nothing I can do.
I DID tell you it’s a limited offer

Seedlings

I dunno y, but I had just deleted all my old post.

 Just felt like startin out new. I need to breath I guess. I put too much mask as it is in real life.

Well for starters... hurm.... =_=

I'm not even sure wht I wanna write at the moment.

I never saw my self as some1 tht'll write a blog or anything. 

Maybe this will just be a blog with some random stuff I throw about.

But here, I'm making myself a promise to not put a mask and just be myself. 

I'm still new with just-being-myself-in-public thingy. 

I often write a comment but then erase it just as I wanna click enter just cuz I'm afraid. 

I wonder if tht's normal or it's just me being too timid.

I like taking photos of clouds. Don't u think they look delicious sometimes? ^w^ So puffy on a sunny day.

'I wonder if some people think tht I'm weird cuz I stare at the sky too much' Well tht's wht my subconscious keeps telling me. I want to ignore it but its kinda hard. 

Near a lake at the place where I'm currently studyin

I forgot where I took this pic. hehe I like my phone apps for helping me to create this effect. ^w^

I'm not a good photographer, I know tht. But I just want the image to be still somewhere, so I cn look at 'em again.